Very tired.

I've not really been feeling up to par lately. Always feeling tired and when I'm not completely tired, I'm feeling very disconnected from my body, and am unable to focus. It's getting to be pretty bad lately. Not something I can just easily explain either. No words really seem to fit to a T exactly how I feel. I just know that I'm not comfortable with it.

Nailah is driving me nuts. Damn cat is hungry every hour, on the hour. And yet, she only eats a few bites and then is done. However, she acts as if she is starving, and has been for days. Begs and begs for food, and insists on ignoring us when we tell her to 'get down' since she has made it a habit of jumping up on our chair, and walking all over us, literally to get to the desk.

It's also getting really annoying that she has the phobia of being on the floor. She will NOT for any reason allow her paws to touch the floor for more than one second. She will jump and hop from object (whether its able to hold a cat, or even big enough to) to get to another object, as long as it is 'off the ground'.

On the other hand, we can't keep Nikhil OFF the floor. Not that we want him on the desk, or ourselves, but he has made it a point to sleep ALWAYS where we walk. He insists on sleeping right under the chair..that when we sit up out of, we have to roll it back some and then get up..making it so we roll right over him. And he screeches and looks at us as if we had just done a huge injustice. It's like, HELLO! Stop laying UNDER the damn thing?!

To top it off, if he's not there, he's sleeping right where the door opens up at! Or, if we are down stairs, he insists on sleeping right smack in the middle of the kitchen floor, AS WE ARE COOKING! Can't tell you how many times we have stepped on him, tripped over him, etc. And we literally kick his ass out of the kitchen 15 times before he finally stops coming back and laying down in there, for the moment. The cycle just repeats itself the next time we have to go in the kitchen to do something.

Blah. Hate this feeling. Love Kash though, so much. My everything.

-Khai