Starlite

This little girl is just all over me, and it's cute. She is like 'OMG, DADDY!' Heh. Jumping all over me, and cuddling, licking. Wanting my attention. If it was any other dog, it'd annoy me, because I just really don't like dogs. But, I love Star, she's my baby.

I think I am going to miss her, but of course, I'll play it like I don't. That's just how I do things. It helps ease the pain, to pretend it doesn't exist all together. Maybe I'm weird, maybe I'm not. Either way, I'm just me, and that's all I can be.

Starlite has been my baby since she was just seven weeks old, and all but a month and a half of her life, she's been with me, day in and day out. And only for that month and a half was she gone due to Ann and I having to move, and her not being able to go til she was fully vaccinated. That was really hard on me, not having her around. When for so long she was there. And now, despite we are close, we aren't like we used to be.

She isn't the same pup, and I'm not the same master. She forgot most her tricks, she forgot her manners, etc. And, yes, most of this -can- be re-taught, but the problem is, now we are back where it all started, and the reasons she forgot them to begin with, are a constant once more in her life. Hence, it's a lost cause. Oh well. She's staying with them anyway when I leave. And like I said, I will miss her.

But, at least I'll have my cats then? Whom, I miss terribly right now. But that in itself is a whole other blog. I'll probably get around to that later, too maybe. I have to go now though, because my head is hurting. Really bad. So, I am going to have to cut this short. <3

-Khai