At least, in some respect. In my mind. I hate not being able to work, and support myself, let alone my family. I hate relying on someone elses if and when chances, that they can buy food. And not just any food, we're talking the food that has zero nutritional value, but it is cheap, and fills your stomach, can't afford anything else, so you eat it stuff. Every day, literally battling with hunger. Some days getting nothing more than a few crackers to eat, others getting one to two cups of ramen, when luck is on our side.
Makes me very sad, because of all the other people out there, probably suffering just as much, if not more. Don't even get me started on the kids. Very very sad. I wish there was something that could be done, but most likely, nothing will be. Nothing can be.
In the mean time, just playing some online games, to pass the time away, in hopes that the phone will ring, either for myself or Kash, saying they want an interview with one or both of us. Dreading, it will never come. Blah. Hurray for Wizard101 though for a pass time. Just wish I could go further than Triton Avenue, bleh. But, food definitely comes first. Wouldn't you agree?
-Khai
I love you and we'll get through.
ReplyDeleteI love you both and will continue to send lots of healing energy and love to you both-I wish I could do more for you than that right now.
ReplyDeleteI know what you mean about feeling worthless because you are jobless. I'm in the same situation right now, just hoping that someone will call and give me a shot at a job. I hate feeling like I'm mooching off my boyfriend!
ReplyDeleteHey you guys! Sorry for not writing for such a long time... Been up to my knees trying to make life more worth living. I recognize the endless struggle... The endless rollercoaster... Hope it will change soon. Hope you're doing ok. Would love to talk some day if you still like to. Take care!
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