The reason for which I am still alive;

is the very reason of which this blog is being written.

Kash.

Today, is our anniversary. It's only been two years, but it feels like an eternity. In a good way. Since some people use that reference as if it were a bad thing. But not me. To know Kash an eternity, and to have forever been in love with him, holding him, being held, etc...makes life worth living. He gives me reason.

I love you Kash, with all that I am.

Wizard101, and Life in General

I guess I am like one of the few bloggers out there, not solely blogging about Wizard? Or maybe I've just found a place I'd rather type up about that, than here. Shameless Plug to mine and Kash's site for our wizards, along with soon to be stories, etc. Just need to stop actually PLAYING the game long enough to type it all up. We have it all in our heads, just not out on paper, or in this case, screen.

GRANT was gone for a few days, then he came back, then shit went bad again. The entire time he was gone, we didn't once smell cig smoke, didn't have massive headaches, etc. Now he's back, and we're getting sick, once again, throat itching, and sore, lungs congested, nose congested, and head aches galore! I really hope Pa kicks his ass out when he comes back. Which is hopefully sooner than later.

The jerk had the audacity to try and start a fight with Kash. Bitch, let him try, I dare him to hit either one of us, he'd be going to jail so fucking fast. Think he'd be allowed to come back here after wards? Ha! He'd wish. Okay, I'm done for now. Peace all.

-Khai

Argghh..

So, I've been feeling like blogging lately, but I've not been wanting to, because I haven't taken any pics of what I want to put up... but right now, I'm like 'fuck it.' I'll just link to Kash's pics from his blog or something. I mean, why should I only put pics that I took? It's not like I'm saying 'hey, this is mine.' when its obviously Kash's. If I don't take the pic, I will give proper credit. Deal? Deal.

Moving on, I have a head ache right now, but I imagine thats from being tired. Despite I am the one that woke our asses up. I honestly don't even know why I wanted to get up right then, I just know something was telling me to wake up. So, that's what I did. Sat up in bed, and proceeded to wake Kash. He finally sat up and we were sharing our dreams, as we usually do in the mornings when he noticed Mnoti literally squeeze her fat ass out the side of the mice cage!

He jumped up immediately and grabbed her. We were both shocked she had managed to get out. I guess it was only a matter of time til they learned that they could, and once learned, they'd be doing it again, trying to break free, only to be killed by the rat poison lying around the floor of the house in various rooms. So, we had to take our newest mouse edition, a Mr. Cinead Brudair Fionntan out of his cage (the critter trail two) and put them back in.

This was their original home, so they weren't to like 'err, wtf?' with it. Despite obviously we had rearranged a lot for him, but they had been in it a couple days ago after we did so for him. We let them all play together, just have to watch them, and make sure the girls aren't in heat. Since, it's apparently fairly easy to tell, once you know what to look for. We put him in one of the travel critter trail cages, since he's just one, and the thing is big enough to house one hamster/mouse easily and comfortably.

So yeah, he's one of the things I wanted to blog about. He's a cute little mousey, but like the girls, skittish. Half the time though, not as skittish. However, he bites if provoked. And to him, provoking is something as simple as not letting him out of your hand when he wants to run around. His fur is a shiny pearl color. Not neccessarily the white pearl, but that greyish/bronzish pearl, off white color. It's gorgeous.

When we're able, we want to breed him with Shemeit. Originally we wanted to breed Mnoti, but now we've decided against that, since he has the shiny coat, as does Shemeit, and we want to continue to have the shiny coats. Mnoti has just a regular coat, that is white with cinnamon marbled onto it. As you've all seen. Also, as Kash has blogged before, we think that Mnoti either is a male (whos balls did not descend) or she's a lesbian.

She has been humping the other girls, and she absolutely HATES Cinaed. He gets close to the other girls and she is there, and she gets super pissed and starts squeaking real loud at him as if saying 'these my bitches, bitch. Back off.' So yeah, we're slightly amused there. I will probably be taking pictures though, because I want to put them all four in the doll house, lol. I don't know why, but I think that's hilarious. OOooh, maybe I can make that net go around it and like.. they can live in the doll house now.

Ahahaha, err, yeah. Kay. :P /amusement. Moving on, yet same(ish) topic: Mammoth has all four legs, again as per Kash's statement and pictures in his blog. Shameless PLUG. Along with a few of the other big tadpoles getting their back legs. I'll try and get some pics of them as well today and tomorrow. Pa brought in another big ass snail thing for Kash. He was really excited (Kash) because he thinks the things are cute.

Do I? Not particular. I'm pretty indifferent really when it comes to them. I'm just like 'eh'. However, since there were now then four snails, well three and one slug, Kash was like 'we really need to make them a habitat.' Blah. Lol. So, we went out side after he arranged all the river rock to cover the bottom appropriately and cut up some moss off the ground from by the side of the house.

Placed it over the river rock in their little box (that was originally from a refridgerator.. that has since expired..) to give the snails a place to crawl. Added a couple earth worms since the things apparently were living in the moss.. Made it all nice for them, added a couple weeds lmao, maybe they'll continue to grow? Since we got everythings roots.. who knows. We mist the tank daily, as per the directions on how to house a snail Kash found while googling how to's on the subject.

Then we took some plastic screen Pa gave us to use to cover the frog tank when ever we get around to doing so and cut it some and then taped it around their little habitat. Maybe I can get a pic of that? Who knows. I'll go try though before I send this, just in case I can. I saw a baby skink and was like 'mine' but I didn't catch it. >.< :( However, I saw a NOTHER snail on the side of the house, and brought it to Kash to see if he wanted it. Of course he did. So now we have like err... 4 snails and 1 slug. 3 Snails are big though, and one is small, and the slug is just a slug. :P He didn't know what to name it, so I named it Nathanial. Again, LMAO. Anyway. Now its Ksenia, Pascha, Mikhail and Nathanial. Oh and Nikolai the slug. Who, names, a slug? Err, and snails? Seriously? :P Anyway. I love Kash, so in a way, I think its cute. Well, he's cute, again, not the snails/slugs. On to him now.. I find myself loving him more and every day. I love every moment we spend together. He is just too cute/amazing for words. I find myself just admiring him at times, and he's like 'what?' and I just smile and shake my head, telling him I love him. We have our tiffs, but it's usually just stupid shit and we're over it with in minutes. So things are good there. Life: Is good. -Khai *Taken by Kash, linked to from his blog*
Mammoth: All 4 legs.

*Taken by Kash, linked to from his blog*

Cinaed Brudair Fionntan; Handsome bugger.

P.S. Tried to get pics of the snails thing, but it just wont work with the current lighting. It'll have to wait until it's actually sunny out and we can go outside to get the pics. It's over cast right now and will be all day. Boo.

When Boredom Strikes...Good-bye means Hello

So, after having gotten rid of all but maybe ten of the baby frogs, we, well mainly Kash.. was really upset. I guess I'm more used to this? I don't know.. but he was upset that we had had to get rid of them, but like he posted.. we needed to due to the fact we just COULDN'T handle that many.

Even though we wanted to. So, that was pretty sad. Said our good byes and what not. Then today we went outside with Pa and I was walking down the steps and I saw something hop.. just next to the bottom step. I thought 'hmm..' and low and behold it was a toad! Though, of course not one of ours, as he is much bigger, but still a baby yet. Kash thinks it's a girl, I, really wouldn't know either way.

However, we picked him up and Kash immediately said "I wanna keep him, he shall be mine. Okay little froggy, you are mine. Now what shall I name you..hmm..." Okay, maybe not that last part, but I could tell he was thinking it. :P I mentioned the others.. and that we just have the one tank free, well it wasn't so free at the time, since it had a few of the baby frogs in it still.

We decided to get rid of them, since they weren't doing too well anyways.. and were just kind of dying off. Felt bad for the babies, tbh. They just didn't want to eat the buggies we brought for them. :/ So, we took the other froggies outta the tank and let them go where the other frogs were happily hopping around out front. Yes, they are still there. Well, some of them.

I cleaned the tank up while Kash did that, and then fixed the tank back up real quick for this new older, yet still young toad. It's not really a frog, huh, lol. Oh well. Anyway, did that, got him settled.. Kash took a pic.. yada yada. Now onto the first part of my title! Are you ready?!?!? Oh well if you aren't, because I'mma get to splaining anyways! DUN DUN DUN!



We were bored... and didn't feel like finishing up with our blog crap.. because yes, as you can see, it's very different! And he (Kash) needed to use the nebulizer, since his asthma was acting up. Turned the thing on, he did it.. and not really sure why, but when he was done, I decided to put the tube in my mouth, with it still turned on! OMG, did you know how much fun that is?!

We laughed so hard, playing with it, taking turns back and forth, seeing what kind of sounds we could make.. I mooed once like a cow, Kash tried to quack. It didn't turn out as well as he'd liked, but eh. I knew what he was doing. I even managed to say 'I love you' with this cool vibrating sound resonating from my mouth, lol. got some of it on vid for you all! Yay! :P



Other than all that, not much is going on. Kash got his second Cybunny, I opted not to get one. Instead, I morphed a pet into a Koi, and I have a Kiko Trans ready for the first.. Saving up for Li's Krawk.. since we were able to get the draik. Woot. I want a Maraquan Draik, but eh. The draik alone, is worth over 10mil, the maraquan PB is like 4mil. Crazy!

Trying to turn Lucky into a Lutari. So far, no luck. He's a brown moehog though, cuz I morphed him for the avvie, lol. So now, I have two moehogs. >.< Ugh. Yuck. Oh well. Lol. I guess this is all for now.

Peace peeps, and much love.
-Kai

Total Exposé

So, Kash and I were extremely bored... and we had finished cleaning the hammie and mice cages, and giving them a bath.. along with cleaning out the bathroom closet, finally. Since it was full of his late grandmothers things, and a bunch of other peoples things we don't even know the owners to.. but yeah. We found a huge stash of make up....

Any guess where this is going? Ha. So once we were finished doing everything else we had to do, I opted to dress in drag and let Kash put some make up on me... it didn't turn out great, but eh. I think he had more fun putting it on me, and seeing me like that, than I did just sitting there, letting the shit cake my face.



Other than that... err wow. Kash just saw the pic and bust out laughing AGAIN. Last time I do that, lol. Anyway, other than that, we just finished re-arranging our room. Moved everything around, the whole fung shwea, how ever the hell it's spelt, I really don't care. Most of the taddies are frogs now, or froglets.

Mammoth is still huge, but he's beginning to grow his feet finally. He's gonna be a handsome bugger when he's grown. Lestat ate a tadpole... don't ask, I don't feel like explaining how it happened. I'm ready to let go of most of the frogs, but poor Kash has gotten attached to all 50+ of them! Crazy.

Not that he got attached, but just that there really are so many of them. I had no idea there were that many, when they were all taddies and swimming around. Now that they are hopping and sticking to the tank sides, and sitting atop all the plants..its like 'whoa'.

Trying to make as much money as possible on Neo, to help 'Kash' save up for a Krawk, also, a spotted paint brush. On top of saving up for the lost desert paint brush for Akori and Ibenre, myself. Cybunny day is in a couple days, we are both going to try and get one, or two, for myself. I can't decide if I should get one, or two.

'Kash' wants a second cybunny. Second, because his first is actually a maraquan cybunny, and they despite being cybunnies, don't look like cybunnies. Yes, my life has gotten so dull that I'm actually blogging about Neopets. But you know what, who cares. I like the site damn it. It's fun.

Gives us something to do on days that are boring and hot, when being outside is just not an option. Rawr.

-Khai

Couple of things..

to say, and you know what? I don't give a fuck if you don't like them. For starters, this is me. I am who I am, and fuck you if you don't like it. I'm tired of bending through hoops to make sure you're ass is comfortable, while sticking my own in a pile of thorns.

Oh, and yes, this is me talking, not Lestat. Whoa whoa whoa, wait what? Khai, being.. an ass? Yes bitch, because I'm not happy with a lot of things going on. I'm tired of the constant judging. Who the FUCK are you, to judge me?

Fuck you, and you're momma too.

Is Khai having a bad day? you might ask yourself. Well my answer to that is, what the fuck is it to you? You don't know me. You don't know who I am, or what I go through on a daily basis. And no, I'm not talking about external things either.

I'm talking about just being me. The trials and tribulations of being one Kaiden James Finn. I don't expect you to understand, and even more so, I really could care less if you did. Hell, even if you tried to understand, I still wouldn't give you a second thought.

Who is you?

Well you are you, dumb ass.

I personally, like me, hell, I love me. Even with all my crazy thoughts and feelings, notions and motions. I AM HAPPY being me. Who and what I am. Yes, things are slow and could be going a lot faster than I'd like, but that's getting to the physical, of which bitch, I really care nothing for, but just a slight bit in certain moods.

Other wise, it can all just jump ship. I'm a spiritual being, and that is where I reside. I am lost in this fucking daydream and dreaming my life away. Got a problem with it? Take it some where else, because I don't fucking care.

My life, is not lived for you, but for me.

Want a life to bitch about, take a look at your own.

-Khai