So, the past two days my lungs have literally felt like they were full of water. I am -sometimes- able to cough stuff up to clear them, but sometimes I have no luck. It's not an asthma problem, but I believe an allergy problem. Some people, allergies bother their nose, congesting it, etc. Though I do have that problem, for the past year, my allergies have been affecting my lungs. Making it difficult to breathe.
One of the times I went to the hospital even, I was feeling this way, only slightly worse, and the doctor checked my lungs and said I sounded clear. That was the end of it. Gasping for breathe, he said I was clear, and was more worried about my heart rate. Which, at the time was completely out of control. I don't even remember if I blogged about this, but oh well, I'm commenting on it anyway.
He checked hormone levels, and found my T4 was slightly elevated, suggesting that I might have hyperthyroidism. Do I have it? No clue. Have no way of getting to a doctor. I check my heart rate periodically, as I do feel it getting out of hand sometimes. At which, those times I just lay down and take it easy until I feel my heart rate slowing down to a more normal pace.
I almost broke down earlier today and started crying. A huge wave of grief came over me about the loss of my grandmother, and I was lucky and had Nikhil right there next to me purring and rubbing up against me. He is such a purr butt, lol. I love him to death. He's also such a pig. Always wanting food. We can't say the word "hungry" or "food" or "treat" with out him beginning to wine and beg as if he hasn't eaten in days.
Really wish we could get Nailah looked out. For more than one reason. Her anxiety though it isn't as bad as it once was, it is still high. She still can't stand to be touched for more than a couple of seconds. The other, is her rib cage. I don't know what happened to her before we got her, but what ever it was, really damaged her. It just breaks our heart sometimes. But most the time she seems fine.
My abscessed tooth has been coming and going, in terms of severity. Soon though, hopefully I'll have the tooth taken out. Just waiting on money to come in. When ever it comes in. I don't want to go to the hospital again. I hate the hospital.
And I am starving right now, so I'm going to go and see if I can't get something to eat.
Peace, love and all that shines,
Kaiden James.
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Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Harry Potter, Wizard 101, and My life
So, we finally broke down and agreed to purchase the sixth movie in the Harry Potter series. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Pa actually for my last birthday purchased the movie for us to finally see it on PPV. We hadn't seen it since, because all the money we made babysitting went to buying food for the household, and a year subscription for both Kash and I to Wizard101.
We've been playing a lot. You can find the link to our Wizard101 blog on the left. It's called Stormy Skies, after the last names of our main characters, Kieran Storm and Tristan Sky. Yesterday we managed to get our third wizards to grandmaster. A huge feat, if I do say so myself. Pretty cool IMO.
We are trying to get my mother to come and make a visit. It's been going on three years since I have seen her. I wanted to go to Az when my grandmother was in the hospital, but things here kind of prevented it, and then things there, further prevented it. So it never happened. I miss her. Yes, she's nuts, and yes, she can be a bitch, but she is still my mother. And I do love her.
Always will.
On to Kash, I must admit, not a day goes by that I do not thank the Gods that he is in my life. I love him so much, and he is my everything.
Nailah, is a brat. Nikhil is a jerk. But, they are too cute and we love them. The rats are doing well. I will eventually post some more pictures of them, but since we don't really have batteries, and I hate having to charge them just for them to work like two minutes, we haven't really been taking too many pictures.
Our diet so far has been a success. I've lost ten pounds in one week. Lets hope it continues. I just need to lose about 5lbs to be at my ideal weight for my height.
Peace, love and all that shines,
Kaiden James.
We've been playing a lot. You can find the link to our Wizard101 blog on the left. It's called Stormy Skies, after the last names of our main characters, Kieran Storm and Tristan Sky. Yesterday we managed to get our third wizards to grandmaster. A huge feat, if I do say so myself. Pretty cool IMO.
We are trying to get my mother to come and make a visit. It's been going on three years since I have seen her. I wanted to go to Az when my grandmother was in the hospital, but things here kind of prevented it, and then things there, further prevented it. So it never happened. I miss her. Yes, she's nuts, and yes, she can be a bitch, but she is still my mother. And I do love her.
Always will.
On to Kash, I must admit, not a day goes by that I do not thank the Gods that he is in my life. I love him so much, and he is my everything.
Nailah, is a brat. Nikhil is a jerk. But, they are too cute and we love them. The rats are doing well. I will eventually post some more pictures of them, but since we don't really have batteries, and I hate having to charge them just for them to work like two minutes, we haven't really been taking too many pictures.
Our diet so far has been a success. I've lost ten pounds in one week. Lets hope it continues. I just need to lose about 5lbs to be at my ideal weight for my height.
Peace, love and all that shines,
Kaiden James.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
The reason for which I am still alive;
is the very reason of which this blog is being written.
Kash.
Today, is our anniversary. It's only been two years, but it feels like an eternity. In a good way. Since some people use that reference as if it were a bad thing. But not me. To know Kash an eternity, and to have forever been in love with him, holding him, being held, etc...makes life worth living. He gives me reason.
I love you Kash, with all that I am.
Kash.
Today, is our anniversary. It's only been two years, but it feels like an eternity. In a good way. Since some people use that reference as if it were a bad thing. But not me. To know Kash an eternity, and to have forever been in love with him, holding him, being held, etc...makes life worth living. He gives me reason.
I love you Kash, with all that I am.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Very tired.
I've not really been feeling up to par lately. Always feeling tired and when I'm not completely tired, I'm feeling very disconnected from my body, and am unable to focus. It's getting to be pretty bad lately. Not something I can just easily explain either. No words really seem to fit to a T exactly how I feel. I just know that I'm not comfortable with it.
Nailah is driving me nuts. Damn cat is hungry every hour, on the hour. And yet, she only eats a few bites and then is done. However, she acts as if she is starving, and has been for days. Begs and begs for food, and insists on ignoring us when we tell her to 'get down' since she has made it a habit of jumping up on our chair, and walking all over us, literally to get to the desk.
It's also getting really annoying that she has the phobia of being on the floor. She will NOT for any reason allow her paws to touch the floor for more than one second. She will jump and hop from object (whether its able to hold a cat, or even big enough to) to get to another object, as long as it is 'off the ground'.
On the other hand, we can't keep Nikhil OFF the floor. Not that we want him on the desk, or ourselves, but he has made it a point to sleep ALWAYS where we walk. He insists on sleeping right under the chair..that when we sit up out of, we have to roll it back some and then get up..making it so we roll right over him. And he screeches and looks at us as if we had just done a huge injustice. It's like, HELLO! Stop laying UNDER the damn thing?!
To top it off, if he's not there, he's sleeping right where the door opens up at! Or, if we are down stairs, he insists on sleeping right smack in the middle of the kitchen floor, AS WE ARE COOKING! Can't tell you how many times we have stepped on him, tripped over him, etc. And we literally kick his ass out of the kitchen 15 times before he finally stops coming back and laying down in there, for the moment. The cycle just repeats itself the next time we have to go in the kitchen to do something.
Blah. Hate this feeling. Love Kash though, so much. My everything.
-Khai
Nailah is driving me nuts. Damn cat is hungry every hour, on the hour. And yet, she only eats a few bites and then is done. However, she acts as if she is starving, and has been for days. Begs and begs for food, and insists on ignoring us when we tell her to 'get down' since she has made it a habit of jumping up on our chair, and walking all over us, literally to get to the desk.
It's also getting really annoying that she has the phobia of being on the floor. She will NOT for any reason allow her paws to touch the floor for more than one second. She will jump and hop from object (whether its able to hold a cat, or even big enough to) to get to another object, as long as it is 'off the ground'.
On the other hand, we can't keep Nikhil OFF the floor. Not that we want him on the desk, or ourselves, but he has made it a point to sleep ALWAYS where we walk. He insists on sleeping right under the chair..that when we sit up out of, we have to roll it back some and then get up..making it so we roll right over him. And he screeches and looks at us as if we had just done a huge injustice. It's like, HELLO! Stop laying UNDER the damn thing?!
To top it off, if he's not there, he's sleeping right where the door opens up at! Or, if we are down stairs, he insists on sleeping right smack in the middle of the kitchen floor, AS WE ARE COOKING! Can't tell you how many times we have stepped on him, tripped over him, etc. And we literally kick his ass out of the kitchen 15 times before he finally stops coming back and laying down in there, for the moment. The cycle just repeats itself the next time we have to go in the kitchen to do something.
Blah. Hate this feeling. Love Kash though, so much. My everything.
-Khai
Monday, April 5, 2010
Just don't want to?
Ever get the feeling where all of the sudden you realize, that everything you thought was important, just...isn't? Screw the fucking facebook apps. Screw the games and whether or not I'm in the lead. Screw it. Every day, all day, I sit here at the damn computer. Every day, I am missing out on everything that really IS important. Like the ones I love, the ones that count on me. The ones that love me, just as much as I do them. Why?
Well, no more. I don't want to go on ignoring them. Letting life pass me by, because I'm 26 now, I've got nothing to show for it. No education, no job, just a mess. Yes, I have love, yes, I have family, but what good am I to them really? I'm not. Am I? Not in one of the most important parts of my responsibility to them.
I've lost myself, in these games. I've forgotten who and what I am. I've forgotten how to express myself, forgotten how to convey my message. No more. I don't want it. I want me. I want me back, for them. For myself. For all that is good, and all that is kind. I want my life back. I'm taking it back. Starting, now.
-Khai
Well, no more. I don't want to go on ignoring them. Letting life pass me by, because I'm 26 now, I've got nothing to show for it. No education, no job, just a mess. Yes, I have love, yes, I have family, but what good am I to them really? I'm not. Am I? Not in one of the most important parts of my responsibility to them.
I've lost myself, in these games. I've forgotten who and what I am. I've forgotten how to express myself, forgotten how to convey my message. No more. I don't want it. I want me. I want me back, for them. For myself. For all that is good, and all that is kind. I want my life back. I'm taking it back. Starting, now.
-Khai
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Death of many things..
..think any birth will come of this? So, tons has happened since I was last able to post. And despite I've some what had the net this past two or so weeks, it's been very unreliable, and at times, impossible to leach on to. Even then, I've hardly felt like blogging. It seems so much has changed, yet I'm still the same? Maybe, who knows. I'm sure I've changed to some degree, I mean, every day is a lesson, one in which we all grow and learn from.
One thing that has not changed, and yet, it has, is my love for Kash. He is my world. He is my rock, when I need something solid, my glue, when I need something permanent, my elastic, when I need something flexible. I can tell him anything, with out worrying about getting hurt, or being hurt, or even misunderstood. I love him so much, and I only wish he knew exactly how much. But, I'm sure he loves me just as much, and there for, I'm sure he knows.
Mama died, or rather, Isis, our hamster. I honestly can't remember if I ever blogged about that. I really can't remember if we had the net at the time, or not. That was hard on Rhett, and Kash. Li and Ase, of course were upset about it too. I was as well, but not as much as them. Then, Mnoti finally died. We knew that was coming, after all, she kept having problems with her eyes, and her weight. Finally though, we noticed labored breathing, and we seperated her from the other girls.
With in a week, she had died. Then just yesterday, Rasui died. That hit me hard. We noticed about a week ago, she started having labored breathing, and it was really sudden. Don't know what happened to her. But, she finally gave up yesterday evening. I held her as she took her last breaths. I whispered good bye to her as I felt her slipping away. Hopefully they are all in a much better place then here, in this world. Because all I see in the future, in terms of mankind as a whole, is a lot of crap.
I'm tired of the fighting, between everyone. It really needs to stop. But, how to make it stop? Well, I don't think it's even possible by a mere mortal such as myself.
Nailah, has officially started puberty, she's going through her second wave of heat spells. Real annoying, because we can't get much sleep as a result. Blah, oh well. We have a rat.. don't know if I ever had the opportunity of saying that. We took Cinaed and Ciaron back to the store, because we were tired of them fighting, and traded them in for Maiko. She's pretty good, and much more social than the mice. She was iffy at first, but now she's spoiled rotten.
Over all, I may be jobless, I may not have much to my name, but I do have Kash, and I do have my pets. I couldn't really ASK for more, despite I might want it. I love my life, because I have so much love in it. So much so, that it pushes past that hate that those assholes in the next room love to try and spread. After all, misery loves company. Well, this company ain't up for sell.
One thing that has not changed, and yet, it has, is my love for Kash. He is my world. He is my rock, when I need something solid, my glue, when I need something permanent, my elastic, when I need something flexible. I can tell him anything, with out worrying about getting hurt, or being hurt, or even misunderstood. I love him so much, and I only wish he knew exactly how much. But, I'm sure he loves me just as much, and there for, I'm sure he knows.
Mama died, or rather, Isis, our hamster. I honestly can't remember if I ever blogged about that. I really can't remember if we had the net at the time, or not. That was hard on Rhett, and Kash. Li and Ase, of course were upset about it too. I was as well, but not as much as them. Then, Mnoti finally died. We knew that was coming, after all, she kept having problems with her eyes, and her weight. Finally though, we noticed labored breathing, and we seperated her from the other girls.
With in a week, she had died. Then just yesterday, Rasui died. That hit me hard. We noticed about a week ago, she started having labored breathing, and it was really sudden. Don't know what happened to her. But, she finally gave up yesterday evening. I held her as she took her last breaths. I whispered good bye to her as I felt her slipping away. Hopefully they are all in a much better place then here, in this world. Because all I see in the future, in terms of mankind as a whole, is a lot of crap.
I'm tired of the fighting, between everyone. It really needs to stop. But, how to make it stop? Well, I don't think it's even possible by a mere mortal such as myself.
Nailah, has officially started puberty, she's going through her second wave of heat spells. Real annoying, because we can't get much sleep as a result. Blah, oh well. We have a rat.. don't know if I ever had the opportunity of saying that. We took Cinaed and Ciaron back to the store, because we were tired of them fighting, and traded them in for Maiko. She's pretty good, and much more social than the mice. She was iffy at first, but now she's spoiled rotten.
Over all, I may be jobless, I may not have much to my name, but I do have Kash, and I do have my pets. I couldn't really ASK for more, despite I might want it. I love my life, because I have so much love in it. So much so, that it pushes past that hate that those assholes in the next room love to try and spread. After all, misery loves company. Well, this company ain't up for sell.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Murphey's Law
..or something like it. Today, has definitely been an off day. As I write this, I am in a lot of pain, and having to learn to type differently to make up for the finger that is throbbing, and swollen so big, the pain from that alone, is immense. Woke in a fairly good mood today. At first, I was a little confused and still in mid-dream, but it was okay soon after. Kash just had to speak, and I was alright.
After that though, thing after thing, kept happening, and not in the best of ways either. First though, the pizza burned(ish), second, it fell on the floor. Third, the hot sauce decided it would rather be on the blanket, than the pizza, literally making a run for it. Or rather, slide. I hurt someone, because I was mad, not naming names, it doesn't matter, what matters is that I am sorry.
And even apologized and kissed it better. THEN, Cinaed bit me. Not once, and not twice, but three times. The second is/was the most painful of them all. Hence, the swollen finger, and throbbing pain. I think he got my vein, in which case, I might need to go to the hospital. Just pray I wont have to, and that things will be okay. Think though, that that was all of it thus far? Guess again.
Rasui got out, and ran all over the living area. We chased her for a good while, me, with my one hand, and Kash with his two, til we finally managed to grab her and put her back up. I wont get into the why and how she got out, it doesn't matter now. Despite, someone is still a little annoyed at it, but whatever. Its done, its over with. A part of me wants to take Cinaed and toss him out the front door, and say saianara. But, I wont.
All of this, has happened thus far. I should have known it would be an off day, when one of the frogs escaped into the hallway last night before bed, huh?
Oy vey.
Khai, over and out.
Peace.
After that though, thing after thing, kept happening, and not in the best of ways either. First though, the pizza burned(ish), second, it fell on the floor. Third, the hot sauce decided it would rather be on the blanket, than the pizza, literally making a run for it. Or rather, slide. I hurt someone, because I was mad, not naming names, it doesn't matter, what matters is that I am sorry.
And even apologized and kissed it better. THEN, Cinaed bit me. Not once, and not twice, but three times. The second is/was the most painful of them all. Hence, the swollen finger, and throbbing pain. I think he got my vein, in which case, I might need to go to the hospital. Just pray I wont have to, and that things will be okay. Think though, that that was all of it thus far? Guess again.
Rasui got out, and ran all over the living area. We chased her for a good while, me, with my one hand, and Kash with his two, til we finally managed to grab her and put her back up. I wont get into the why and how she got out, it doesn't matter now. Despite, someone is still a little annoyed at it, but whatever. Its done, its over with. A part of me wants to take Cinaed and toss him out the front door, and say saianara. But, I wont.
All of this, has happened thus far. I should have known it would be an off day, when one of the frogs escaped into the hallway last night before bed, huh?
Oy vey.
Khai, over and out.
Peace.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Argghh..
So, I've been feeling like blogging lately, but I've not been wanting to, because I haven't taken any pics of what I want to put up... but right now, I'm like 'fuck it.' I'll just link to Kash's pics from his blog or something. I mean, why should I only put pics that I took? It's not like I'm saying 'hey, this is mine.' when its obviously Kash's. If I don't take the pic, I will give proper credit. Deal? Deal.
Moving on, I have a head ache right now, but I imagine thats from being tired. Despite I am the one that woke our asses up. I honestly don't even know why I wanted to get up right then, I just know something was telling me to wake up. So, that's what I did. Sat up in bed, and proceeded to wake Kash. He finally sat up and we were sharing our dreams, as we usually do in the mornings when he noticed Mnoti literally squeeze her fat ass out the side of the mice cage!
He jumped up immediately and grabbed her. We were both shocked she had managed to get out. I guess it was only a matter of time til they learned that they could, and once learned, they'd be doing it again, trying to break free, only to be killed by the rat poison lying around the floor of the house in various rooms. So, we had to take our newest mouse edition, a Mr. Cinead Brudair Fionntan out of his cage (the critter trail two) and put them back in.
This was their original home, so they weren't to like 'err, wtf?' with it. Despite obviously we had rearranged a lot for him, but they had been in it a couple days ago after we did so for him. We let them all play together, just have to watch them, and make sure the girls aren't in heat. Since, it's apparently fairly easy to tell, once you know what to look for. We put him in one of the travel critter trail cages, since he's just one, and the thing is big enough to house one hamster/mouse easily and comfortably.
So yeah, he's one of the things I wanted to blog about. He's a cute little mousey, but like the girls, skittish. Half the time though, not as skittish. However, he bites if provoked. And to him, provoking is something as simple as not letting him out of your hand when he wants to run around. His fur is a shiny pearl color. Not neccessarily the white pearl, but that greyish/bronzish pearl, off white color. It's gorgeous.
When we're able, we want to breed him with Shemeit. Originally we wanted to breed Mnoti, but now we've decided against that, since he has the shiny coat, as does Shemeit, and we want to continue to have the shiny coats. Mnoti has just a regular coat, that is white with cinnamon marbled onto it. As you've all seen. Also, as Kash has blogged before, we think that Mnoti either is a male (whos balls did not descend) or she's a lesbian.
She has been humping the other girls, and she absolutely HATES Cinaed. He gets close to the other girls and she is there, and she gets super pissed and starts squeaking real loud at him as if saying 'these my bitches, bitch. Back off.' So yeah, we're slightly amused there. I will probably be taking pictures though, because I want to put them all four in the doll house, lol. I don't know why, but I think that's hilarious. OOooh, maybe I can make that net go around it and like.. they can live in the doll house now.
Ahahaha, err, yeah. Kay. :P /amusement. Moving on, yet same(ish) topic: Mammoth has all four legs, again as per Kash's statement and pictures in his blog. Shameless PLUG. Along with a few of the other big tadpoles getting their back legs. I'll try and get some pics of them as well today and tomorrow. Pa brought in another big ass snail thing for Kash. He was really excited (Kash) because he thinks the things are cute.
Do I? Not particular. I'm pretty indifferent really when it comes to them. I'm just like 'eh'. However, since there were now then four snails, well three and one slug, Kash was like 'we really need to make them a habitat.' Blah. Lol. So, we went out side after he arranged all the river rock to cover the bottom appropriately and cut up some moss off the ground from by the side of the house.
Placed it over the river rock in their little box (that was originally from a refridgerator.. that has since expired..) to give the snails a place to crawl. Added a couple earth worms since the things apparently were living in the moss.. Made it all nice for them, added a couple weeds lmao, maybe they'll continue to grow? Since we got everythings roots.. who knows. We mist the tank daily, as per the directions on how to house a snail Kash found while googling how to's on the subject.
Then we took some plastic screen Pa gave us to use to cover the frog tank when ever we get around to doing so and cut it some and then taped it around their little habitat. Maybe I can get a pic of that? Who knows. I'll go try though before I send this, just in case I can. I saw a baby skink and was like 'mine' but I didn't catch it. >.< :( However, I saw a NOTHER snail on the side of the house, and brought it to Kash to see if he wanted it. Of course he did. So now we have like err... 4 snails and 1 slug. 3 Snails are big though, and one is small, and the slug is just a slug. :P He didn't know what to name it, so I named it Nathanial. Again, LMAO. Anyway. Now its Ksenia, Pascha, Mikhail and Nathanial. Oh and Nikolai the slug. Who, names, a slug? Err, and snails? Seriously? :P Anyway. I love Kash, so in a way, I think its cute. Well, he's cute, again, not the snails/slugs. On to him now.. I find myself loving him more and every day. I love every moment we spend together. He is just too cute/amazing for words. I find myself just admiring him at times, and he's like 'what?' and I just smile and shake my head, telling him I love him. We have our tiffs, but it's usually just stupid shit and we're over it with in minutes. So things are good there. Life: Is good. -Khai *Taken by Kash, linked to from his blog*
Mammoth: All 4 legs.
*Taken by Kash, linked to from his blog*

Cinaed Brudair Fionntan; Handsome bugger.
P.S. Tried to get pics of the snails thing, but it just wont work with the current lighting. It'll have to wait until it's actually sunny out and we can go outside to get the pics. It's over cast right now and will be all day. Boo.
Moving on, I have a head ache right now, but I imagine thats from being tired. Despite I am the one that woke our asses up. I honestly don't even know why I wanted to get up right then, I just know something was telling me to wake up. So, that's what I did. Sat up in bed, and proceeded to wake Kash. He finally sat up and we were sharing our dreams, as we usually do in the mornings when he noticed Mnoti literally squeeze her fat ass out the side of the mice cage!
He jumped up immediately and grabbed her. We were both shocked she had managed to get out. I guess it was only a matter of time til they learned that they could, and once learned, they'd be doing it again, trying to break free, only to be killed by the rat poison lying around the floor of the house in various rooms. So, we had to take our newest mouse edition, a Mr. Cinead Brudair Fionntan out of his cage (the critter trail two) and put them back in.
This was their original home, so they weren't to like 'err, wtf?' with it. Despite obviously we had rearranged a lot for him, but they had been in it a couple days ago after we did so for him. We let them all play together, just have to watch them, and make sure the girls aren't in heat. Since, it's apparently fairly easy to tell, once you know what to look for. We put him in one of the travel critter trail cages, since he's just one, and the thing is big enough to house one hamster/mouse easily and comfortably.
So yeah, he's one of the things I wanted to blog about. He's a cute little mousey, but like the girls, skittish. Half the time though, not as skittish. However, he bites if provoked. And to him, provoking is something as simple as not letting him out of your hand when he wants to run around. His fur is a shiny pearl color. Not neccessarily the white pearl, but that greyish/bronzish pearl, off white color. It's gorgeous.
When we're able, we want to breed him with Shemeit. Originally we wanted to breed Mnoti, but now we've decided against that, since he has the shiny coat, as does Shemeit, and we want to continue to have the shiny coats. Mnoti has just a regular coat, that is white with cinnamon marbled onto it. As you've all seen. Also, as Kash has blogged before, we think that Mnoti either is a male (whos balls did not descend) or she's a lesbian.
She has been humping the other girls, and she absolutely HATES Cinaed. He gets close to the other girls and she is there, and she gets super pissed and starts squeaking real loud at him as if saying 'these my bitches, bitch. Back off.' So yeah, we're slightly amused there. I will probably be taking pictures though, because I want to put them all four in the doll house, lol. I don't know why, but I think that's hilarious. OOooh, maybe I can make that net go around it and like.. they can live in the doll house now.
Ahahaha, err, yeah. Kay. :P /amusement. Moving on, yet same(ish) topic: Mammoth has all four legs, again as per Kash's statement and pictures in his blog. Shameless PLUG. Along with a few of the other big tadpoles getting their back legs. I'll try and get some pics of them as well today and tomorrow. Pa brought in another big ass snail thing for Kash. He was really excited (Kash) because he thinks the things are cute.
Do I? Not particular. I'm pretty indifferent really when it comes to them. I'm just like 'eh'. However, since there were now then four snails, well three and one slug, Kash was like 'we really need to make them a habitat.' Blah. Lol. So, we went out side after he arranged all the river rock to cover the bottom appropriately and cut up some moss off the ground from by the side of the house.
Placed it over the river rock in their little box (that was originally from a refridgerator.. that has since expired..) to give the snails a place to crawl. Added a couple earth worms since the things apparently were living in the moss.. Made it all nice for them, added a couple weeds lmao, maybe they'll continue to grow? Since we got everythings roots.. who knows. We mist the tank daily, as per the directions on how to house a snail Kash found while googling how to's on the subject.
Then we took some plastic screen Pa gave us to use to cover the frog tank when ever we get around to doing so and cut it some and then taped it around their little habitat. Maybe I can get a pic of that? Who knows. I'll go try though before I send this, just in case I can. I saw a baby skink and was like 'mine' but I didn't catch it. >.< :( However, I saw a NOTHER snail on the side of the house, and brought it to Kash to see if he wanted it. Of course he did. So now we have like err... 4 snails and 1 slug. 3 Snails are big though, and one is small, and the slug is just a slug. :P He didn't know what to name it, so I named it Nathanial. Again, LMAO. Anyway. Now its Ksenia, Pascha, Mikhail and Nathanial. Oh and Nikolai the slug. Who, names, a slug? Err, and snails? Seriously? :P Anyway. I love Kash, so in a way, I think its cute. Well, he's cute, again, not the snails/slugs. On to him now.. I find myself loving him more and every day. I love every moment we spend together. He is just too cute/amazing for words. I find myself just admiring him at times, and he's like 'what?' and I just smile and shake my head, telling him I love him. We have our tiffs, but it's usually just stupid shit and we're over it with in minutes. So things are good there. Life: Is good. -Khai *Taken by Kash, linked to from his blog*
Mammoth: All 4 legs.
*Taken by Kash, linked to from his blog*
Cinaed Brudair Fionntan; Handsome bugger.
P.S. Tried to get pics of the snails thing, but it just wont work with the current lighting. It'll have to wait until it's actually sunny out and we can go outside to get the pics. It's over cast right now and will be all day. Boo.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
When Boredom Strikes...Good-bye means Hello
So, after having gotten rid of all but maybe ten of the baby frogs, we, well mainly Kash.. was really upset. I guess I'm more used to this? I don't know.. but he was upset that we had had to get rid of them, but like he posted.. we needed to due to the fact we just COULDN'T handle that many.
Even though we wanted to. So, that was pretty sad. Said our good byes and what not. Then today we went outside with Pa and I was walking down the steps and I saw something hop.. just next to the bottom step. I thought 'hmm..' and low and behold it was a toad! Though, of course not one of ours, as he is much bigger, but still a baby yet. Kash thinks it's a girl, I, really wouldn't know either way.
However, we picked him up and Kash immediately said "I wanna keep him, he shall be mine. Okay little froggy, you are mine. Now what shall I name you..hmm..." Okay, maybe not that last part, but I could tell he was thinking it. :P I mentioned the others.. and that we just have the one tank free, well it wasn't so free at the time, since it had a few of the baby frogs in it still.
We decided to get rid of them, since they weren't doing too well anyways.. and were just kind of dying off. Felt bad for the babies, tbh. They just didn't want to eat the buggies we brought for them. :/ So, we took the other froggies outta the tank and let them go where the other frogs were happily hopping around out front. Yes, they are still there. Well, some of them.
I cleaned the tank up while Kash did that, and then fixed the tank back up real quick for this new older, yet still young toad. It's not really a frog, huh, lol. Oh well. Anyway, did that, got him settled.. Kash took a pic.. yada yada. Now onto the first part of my title! Are you ready?!?!? Oh well if you aren't, because I'mma get to splaining anyways! DUN DUN DUN!

We were bored... and didn't feel like finishing up with our blog crap.. because yes, as you can see, it's very different! And he (Kash) needed to use the nebulizer, since his asthma was acting up. Turned the thing on, he did it.. and not really sure why, but when he was done, I decided to put the tube in my mouth, with it still turned on! OMG, did you know how much fun that is?!
We laughed so hard, playing with it, taking turns back and forth, seeing what kind of sounds we could make.. I mooed once like a cow, Kash tried to quack. It didn't turn out as well as he'd liked, but eh. I knew what he was doing. I even managed to say 'I love you' with this cool vibrating sound resonating from my mouth, lol. got some of it on vid for you all! Yay! :P
Other than all that, not much is going on. Kash got his second Cybunny, I opted not to get one. Instead, I morphed a pet into a Koi, and I have a Kiko Trans ready for the first.. Saving up for Li's Krawk.. since we were able to get the draik. Woot. I want a Maraquan Draik, but eh. The draik alone, is worth over 10mil, the maraquan PB is like 4mil. Crazy!
Trying to turn Lucky into a Lutari. So far, no luck. He's a brown moehog though, cuz I morphed him for the avvie, lol. So now, I have two moehogs. >.< Ugh. Yuck. Oh well. Lol. I guess this is all for now.
Peace peeps, and much love.
-Kai
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Total Exposé
So, Kash and I were extremely bored... and we had finished cleaning the hammie and mice cages, and giving them a bath.. along with cleaning out the bathroom closet, finally. Since it was full of his late grandmothers things, and a bunch of other peoples things we don't even know the owners to.. but yeah. We found a huge stash of make up....
Any guess where this is going? Ha. So once we were finished doing everything else we had to do, I opted to dress in drag and let Kash put some make up on me... it didn't turn out great, but eh. I think he had more fun putting it on me, and seeing me like that, than I did just sitting there, letting the shit cake my face.

Other than that... err wow. Kash just saw the pic and bust out laughing AGAIN. Last time I do that, lol. Anyway, other than that, we just finished re-arranging our room. Moved everything around, the whole fung shwea, how ever the hell it's spelt, I really don't care. Most of the taddies are frogs now, or froglets.
Mammoth is still huge, but he's beginning to grow his feet finally. He's gonna be a handsome bugger when he's grown. Lestat ate a tadpole... don't ask, I don't feel like explaining how it happened. I'm ready to let go of most of the frogs, but poor Kash has gotten attached to all 50+ of them! Crazy.
Not that he got attached, but just that there really are so many of them. I had no idea there were that many, when they were all taddies and swimming around. Now that they are hopping and sticking to the tank sides, and sitting atop all the plants..its like 'whoa'.
Trying to make as much money as possible on Neo, to help 'Kash' save up for a Krawk, also, a spotted paint brush. On top of saving up for the lost desert paint brush for Akori and Ibenre, myself. Cybunny day is in a couple days, we are both going to try and get one, or two, for myself. I can't decide if I should get one, or two.
'Kash' wants a second cybunny. Second, because his first is actually a maraquan cybunny, and they despite being cybunnies, don't look like cybunnies. Yes, my life has gotten so dull that I'm actually blogging about Neopets. But you know what, who cares. I like the site damn it. It's fun.
Gives us something to do on days that are boring and hot, when being outside is just not an option. Rawr.
-Khai
Any guess where this is going? Ha. So once we were finished doing everything else we had to do, I opted to dress in drag and let Kash put some make up on me... it didn't turn out great, but eh. I think he had more fun putting it on me, and seeing me like that, than I did just sitting there, letting the shit cake my face.

Other than that... err wow. Kash just saw the pic and bust out laughing AGAIN. Last time I do that, lol. Anyway, other than that, we just finished re-arranging our room. Moved everything around, the whole fung shwea, how ever the hell it's spelt, I really don't care. Most of the taddies are frogs now, or froglets.
Mammoth is still huge, but he's beginning to grow his feet finally. He's gonna be a handsome bugger when he's grown. Lestat ate a tadpole... don't ask, I don't feel like explaining how it happened. I'm ready to let go of most of the frogs, but poor Kash has gotten attached to all 50+ of them! Crazy.
Not that he got attached, but just that there really are so many of them. I had no idea there were that many, when they were all taddies and swimming around. Now that they are hopping and sticking to the tank sides, and sitting atop all the plants..its like 'whoa'.
Trying to make as much money as possible on Neo, to help 'Kash' save up for a Krawk, also, a spotted paint brush. On top of saving up for the lost desert paint brush for Akori and Ibenre, myself. Cybunny day is in a couple days, we are both going to try and get one, or two, for myself. I can't decide if I should get one, or two.
'Kash' wants a second cybunny. Second, because his first is actually a maraquan cybunny, and they despite being cybunnies, don't look like cybunnies. Yes, my life has gotten so dull that I'm actually blogging about Neopets. But you know what, who cares. I like the site damn it. It's fun.
Gives us something to do on days that are boring and hot, when being outside is just not an option. Rawr.
-Khai
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Avrik's first Christmas





I wish I had been there, but alas, I could not have been. Kris finally posted, or rather, Sayrde finally got around to posting some pictures of him from that photo shoot they did just a couple days before the actual holiday. Little Avvie is four months old now, but in the pics he's about two months old. He is so cute. I miss him. Such a good baby. I'm really happy for Kris and Sayrde, if anyone deserves happiness like that which he brings, is Kris, my sis. Anyway, the pics I'm posting are either of Av, or Av and Kris. Hope you all like.
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