So, the past two days my lungs have literally felt like they were full of water. I am -sometimes- able to cough stuff up to clear them, but sometimes I have no luck. It's not an asthma problem, but I believe an allergy problem. Some people, allergies bother their nose, congesting it, etc. Though I do have that problem, for the past year, my allergies have been affecting my lungs. Making it difficult to breathe.
One of the times I went to the hospital even, I was feeling this way, only slightly worse, and the doctor checked my lungs and said I sounded clear. That was the end of it. Gasping for breathe, he said I was clear, and was more worried about my heart rate. Which, at the time was completely out of control. I don't even remember if I blogged about this, but oh well, I'm commenting on it anyway.
He checked hormone levels, and found my T4 was slightly elevated, suggesting that I might have hyperthyroidism. Do I have it? No clue. Have no way of getting to a doctor. I check my heart rate periodically, as I do feel it getting out of hand sometimes. At which, those times I just lay down and take it easy until I feel my heart rate slowing down to a more normal pace.
I almost broke down earlier today and started crying. A huge wave of grief came over me about the loss of my grandmother, and I was lucky and had Nikhil right there next to me purring and rubbing up against me. He is such a purr butt, lol. I love him to death. He's also such a pig. Always wanting food. We can't say the word "hungry" or "food" or "treat" with out him beginning to wine and beg as if he hasn't eaten in days.
Really wish we could get Nailah looked out. For more than one reason. Her anxiety though it isn't as bad as it once was, it is still high. She still can't stand to be touched for more than a couple of seconds. The other, is her rib cage. I don't know what happened to her before we got her, but what ever it was, really damaged her. It just breaks our heart sometimes. But most the time she seems fine.
My abscessed tooth has been coming and going, in terms of severity. Soon though, hopefully I'll have the tooth taken out. Just waiting on money to come in. When ever it comes in. I don't want to go to the hospital again. I hate the hospital.
And I am starving right now, so I'm going to go and see if I can't get something to eat.
Peace, love and all that shines,
Kaiden James.
I sorry Kai. I wish there was something I could do to help. I hope all your pain & health problems go away soon.
ReplyDeleteYou know you can always talk to me about your Grandma whenever you feel like you can, but better yet, you know you can always count on me for anything. I really try to make you feel better. You really scared me yesterday with your heart racing our of your chest like it was. I really meant what I said about the Hospital, despite you're probably right, they wouldn't be able to do anything.
ReplyDeleteNikhi is definitely a pig, that's for sure. I don't like the fact that you can't say food to Nai without him coming running, or, meowing like nuts when you come into the room with food. He's becoming like Nai with the superiority complex that they both seem to have, plus their stubbornness. I wish we could do more with training them. Maybe we could look into it.
I love you.