More like stories lately, with in my mind. I woke at least 10 times, in 5 hours, and every time I fell back asleep, the dream only continued. This, is how my stories usually originate. However, I'm not even sure if I should bother anymore with writing them out. But I know they have such significance. I was a 15 year old boy in this dream, had 4 older brothers, one older sister, and many younger brothers, bust mostly younger sisters. I was gay, however, I was not aware of it, nor concerned, as I was mostly into school, and family.
We had two mothers, and two fathers. I knew which mother was mine, but both were respected the same, however, none of us knew which father actually 'fathered' us, but that was the point. We were all raised as brothers and sisters, even if biologically we might not have been. Big family, roughly 20 of us, all ranged from infancy to 21. It was set in the future, yet we were very old fashioned. Again, that was the point. At one point in the dream, I was seeing things in the eyes of my older sister, as she had left on her own, to go do some research on something.
She was a musician, and she, or rather, we composed a song, and even played it. I really wish I could get the music I often hear in my dreams, out. Such beautiful music I have never heard before, plays with in my subconscious. Sometimes it has lyrics, sometimes it does not. This time, there was actual lyrics. It was a love song she wrote, for her boyfriend, of whom she had lost, due to the 'move' the family had made. Very sad, actually. Very, melancholy. This dream really makes me think.
A lot. About the future, because this felt like more than just a dream... I don't really know how to explain that, and I wont be. Anyways, slept for about 15 hours or so today.. had a bad headache, and my muscles were aching, so I opted to just stay in bed. Kash...is my everything. God I love him. He makes me smile, over little things, things he's not even aware of usually. But I believe that is the point, eh? If he didn't, there'd be no hope.
That is all for this blog, hope all you readers, who ever you are, are doing well. Much love.
-Khai
Speaking of writing, we should probably start getting our stuff down on 'paper' soon too. Since, its going to take me a long time to actually try and figure out a way to put it in non-rp form, you know?
ReplyDeleteEither way, I think the dream actually meant something more than just a dream. So, maybe you really should give it a bit more thought than just letting it go. It wouldn't have came to you if it wasn't important. Just like that one dream I had where I was being tortured.
As for making you smile and being your everything, I'm really glad that you feel that way. I try really hard to be your everything, despite I know you're going to immediately say that I don't have to try at all. That's the point I know you were making, or at least one of them, anyway. I'm happy that I make you smile, really happy. And, I love you.
&; Kash