Little update, and a bit of a rant maybe?

Okay, so Ann called earlier as I was sleeping. She said she would call back and I could sleep, but I said no, since the last time that happened she never called back for well, til now. And it's been over a week. I told her that I might regrettably have to send Dona to the pound, because I just DONT have the money to take her to that woman. Also told her we might lose the cats. She swears she sent the money, but I have yet to receive it. Then she proceeded to rant about Holly, and if the package got sent back, then Holly took it, and probably the money in it.

Apparently, according to Ann, Holly has NOT been paying her half of ANY of the bills, causing Ann to have to front it all herself. Hence she's not having the money to be able to send. PLUS, she's still out of town, and not able to get anywhere to be able to send me anything. Blah. She said she'll try and borrow a hundred from Ed to send to me. Now, this is where I'm stuck. I'm going to need her to send more than that. I want to get out of here ASAP. I'm going to need at least a hundred more for the cats alone, plus 150-200 more than that, for food and stuff when I get to GA.

So yeah, she needs to call back so I can talk to her about all that shit. What pissed me off though is her sister came over and I heard the bitch ask Ann 'Has Kai sent your laptop yet?' grr. Ann either said something with her lips, or ignored it, or shrugged the question off, BUT! that right there is fucking proof that Ann is doing MORE lying. She told me to fucking sell this laptop, along with everything else, because I need the money for all this moving, and taking care of the pets she stuck me with. Well, I'd be stupid to sell the laptop because I'll be lucky to get more than 200 for it, despite it's brand new and cost 1350 in the store.

So that's just retarded, I'm keeping the damn thing. She has nothing else really that I can sell for money, minus the books and well.. we all know how well books make out in the resell vallue. >.< And it's all Romance Novels that she left behind which apparently, Romance novels have an even less re-sale value. I'll be lucky to be able to trade them in over at Bookmans for store credit and get me a new DS. Or rather, a new -used- DS. Everything else is mostly just junk that well.. isn't worth anything. That I will be sending to her. But back to why that pissed me off that her sister said that. It just proves that Ann is telling them one thing, and telling Kash and I another.

Telling them I'm sending her laptop and everything else to her, while telling Kash and I to sell it for money because she can't send any right now. Said that none of that stuff matters, if we don't have food, or the cats are adopted out. I fucking hate liars, and it's sad for me to say this, but I'm starting to hate Ann, my own wife. That is definitely not good. I told Kash though, I'm seriously taking a sbaticle from her. Meaning, I'll talk to her, whatever, but there is nothing there in that way at all right now. And when I can talk to her, and REALLY talk to her, she will know this. She has a LOT of making up to do, to not just me, but Kash too. She's fucked up.

And if she doesn't quit her lying, she's going to lose us for good. If that's what she wants, fine, but fucking A, I'm tired of the lies. She needs to just come out with it already and move on. However, she cries to me everytime she talks to me about how much she wants to come home, and just be with Kash and I. I'm sorry hunny, but it's just not going to work like that. There is no home for her to come to any time soon. Not after all this bullshit, all these lies, the heartache, the tears she's caused. No. She needs to get her ass to the store and get credit for the damn phone, and call so we can talk, because this is seriously gone on long enough.

Kris and Sayrde I believe left town today. Left for Colorado. I doubt I'll see her again. Which sucks, because she's like my sister. Avrik my nephew. I just feel lucky I was there when he came home from the hospital. Got to spend the first few weeks of his life with him. I just want to get to Ga. I need to get to Ga. Problem is, I have no means of how. I really just need to talk to Ann about all of this so I can go. I want to go home. I am not happy here, and I'm just wasting away. Blah, okay, I can't focus anymore and I feel really nauseas.

-Khai