Fuck this,

I swear, it's so stupid. I hate that I even feel I have to 'hide' my blog now because I don't want a certain someone, not someones, but someone to read it. I really have no issues with Molly wanting to continue reading my blog, and keeping up with my life. I haven't stopped following hers for the same reason. I'm not going to let this shit kill what years took to build. Granted, I'm not all like, 'hey Molls, yada yada..' no, I'm not there yet. It's going to take some time before I am okay with going back to that.

However, it's a certain other person that I am not okay with reading my blog anymore. Especially with how he's already threatened me. I do not appreciate that shit. Because regardless what's gone on, I would never think of betraying his trust like that. Despite we are no longer speaking, and I don't even really consider him to be a friend anymore. Just goes to show how petty people are in this world I guess. Pretty damn stupid. This is my fucking life Gods damn it, and I shouldn't have to worry and stress over this crap.

I have enough worries, freaking out about Ann, wondering if she is even okay. I know she is now, sorta, because she finally got on YIM again and talked to me for a minute, as much as she could. I've been having these bad feelings lately that she may be pregnant, and well, we -know- I'm not the father. If she is pregnant that is. For more than one reason, I couldn't be. I don't know why I can't shake that, and it came at me from literally no where. That was the farthest thing from my mind, yet it keeps creeping up and into my brain.

Ann is supposed to call me later, when she goes to Ed's >.< .....................Not getting into that subject. I think it's pretty much self explanitory with that expression I just used. Stupid Easter Bunny... >.> Blah. Oh well, not my problem any more? Well, it is until things get talked about seriously, and all involved agree, or at least are on the same page. I'm looking forward to what the future is going to bring, and I'm trying my fucking damnedest to keep ways of Drama, out. Drama belongs on the stage, on the television or big screen, not my life.

-Khai