Last night...

So, I cried myself to sleep last night. Not because of what one would think, either.

He said something to me that really upset me, it's the real reason why I said I wanted to turn my computer off while I slept. No other reason. I didn't -need- to turn it off. It's been on for days at a time, no problems. Part of him knew something was wrong, but I kept insisting nothing was. Guess that makes me a liar, but I just couldn't talk about it. I still can't. So, if he asks, I wont talk about it. It's best he doesn't ask, because other wise, we'll probably wind up fighting.

I don't want to fight. I hate fighting. We fight too much as it is, due to all this frustration. It's becoming more frequent too that my grandmother is bitching about Ann, the cats, Sedona.. all stuff that really is none of her business. She bitches none the less, and it really pisses me off. I am just hoping one of these days I don't blow up at her. It takes a lot of patience to just hold ones tongue when they are being bitched at, about things that is no one elses to mind.

Ann has not tried to contact me in a few. Not since the last time. I love her, but this has gone on too far. Too long. It's becoming too much. She said today she was going to overnight me money for the pets, and then on the 20th she's supposed to send 400 or so more. Psh, I'll believe that when I see it. Everything any more out of her mouth are just utter lies, and I'm sick of it. Whatever. Okay, I am going to stop before I get angry, and this is -not- the place for my anger.

-Khai