Another depressing day...

it seems is almost inevitable. Maybe it's the rain? Maybe it's just me. Either way, it's in the works, I can feel it brewing. God I hate days like today. It seems there are more of these than any other lately.

Didn't wake up like this, but it sure set in quick. It is setting in, quick. Maybe I should just go baack to bed? No. What good would that do me? None at all, all it'd probably do is cause me to gain an extra pound or two, having just ate some breakfast.

Sedona's getting on my nerves. Shes not really doing anything that any other dog wouldn't do. But, that's kind of the point. I just don't like dogs. Star drives me nuts as it is, and Dona's a lot like her, but ten times bigger.

She is more demanding though, wanting attention. Attention I just don't want to give. I can't help that I don't like dogs. Just like one can't help they might not like cats. I miss my cats terribly. It's another reason I am depressed. They helped/help me so much, and they are not here.

I miss my Corey, I miss my Shayde. I pray they are both doing well. Stupid Ann hasn't sent shit, like she said she would. Nor has she been online/mobile to tell me or Kash what's up. All those fucking people there and she cant borrow a phone for two minutes.

Puh-lease. I'm not stupid. I hate her fucking lies.

Something is pulling at me as of late, but I just can't seem to put my finger on it. Music is no longer helping my mood. Neither is Kash. They only seem to make me worse. Make my depression deeper. Nothing against Kash, I love him, but its the fact that I do love him, and I don't have him, that just......yeah.

I'm done.

-Khai