Home Alone

So, Pa's gone for a few days, and man does it feel weird to be in this house, knowing he's not coming home any time soon. I've lived alone many times before, but every time I live with other people (aside from S/O's) I always feel weird when I know they aren't coming home for a few days. It's not bad, it's not good, it just is.

Mammoth died. He grew his front legs, lost his tail, but then just died. He hadn't completely lost his tail though, before we started noticing he was acting a bit off. Couldn't swim, and he was bleeding internally at one point, and he couldn't move half his body at another. We think he had a stroke, and was then paralyzed.

Of course, we were all sad for this loss, as we worked so hard keeping him alive. He was the reason we kept on doing what we were with the tadpoles. Out of 75 tadpoles, he was the only one like that. Now, we have 10 more tadpoles, that aren't what he was, which was in fact a southern leopard frog, but they are similar.

Pickerel frogs. None have their front legs yet, but most have their back full grown. Kash wants to try and keep one, but I'm not so sure. We have them for now, but I don't think we are keeping them. I'm worried they too will stroke, and die, and that's not something I want to put them, nor us through again.

We literally watched one of the slugs lay eggs, that was kind of disgusting. Got rid of the two slugs, but we still have the snails. Despite at one point, we were going to get rid of them. As Kash was getting ready to do so, I told him no. That I wanted to keep them. We had them outside for a night, and apparently raccoons like them?

I don't know, what I do know is that something literally came by and took the screen off, and all but the little snails escaped. We were able to find three of the big ones immediately, or rather, Kash and Pa found them, around the front deck where the cage box was at. Nathanial, was no where to be found.

I said, of course, the one that I named, would be the one to be missing. However, today, a full 36 hours later, I was outside and I saw him, yes it is him because they all have unique markings, and in this case, chippings in his shell, not to mention, a hole in his slimy skin.

I was like, look who I found. He was on the deck as well, but on the outside and far down it. I think Kash said Pascha was clear down the other side of the house by our bedroom window. That, I thought was awesome. Anyhoo, we still have them, and as long as they are kept outside, I'm cool with keeping them. We did, keep the eggs though, despite getting rid of the slugs.

Lol, so we're expecting to see some baby slugs soon. Only to get rid of them however, because...ew. I don't like the slugs. Their damn slime takes forever to get off, and I scrubbed my hands good with dish soap, hand soap, all kinds of soaps, but the stupid shit did NOT want to come off. Nasty. *Shudders*

Been playing a lot on free online rpg sites. Not RP guys, but RPG. Though, I am trying to get back into RP, but only on Daydream, and with Kash, as I'm just a little iffy right now with RP in general. Yes, I did find myself through RP, however, I also got lost, and it took a long time to find myself again.

Don't want to have that happen. Not something I want to repeat. I have the links to the left guys, if you want to check them out. Also, click on my dragon eggs! Lol, I want to have them hatch. I have yet to have any hatch, they always die, because no one clicks on them. I want a dragon! Lol. :P I'm saving up for a draik, on neo, but that'll take forever.

Newaz, I hope all reading this is having a good day.

Peace,

-Khai