before I fall asleep, a million thoughts run through my head.
I should probably stop just letting them run loose, because by the time I get up for the day, they have since ran so much, I can no longer focus on the actual thoughts/feelings they were posing.
Despite obviously, they are still there in my subconscious, I need to get them out. I need to talk/blog about them. Else, they are just going to continue to confuse me, and depress me.
And we all don't want that right?
Right.
So much I want and need to do, will I ever be able to?
That is one of the major thoughts that keep plaguing me, upsetting me. I talked to Kash a little about it last night, despite I didn't speak on all that was on my mind.
Not because I didn't want to, but mostly because I just couldn't figure out a way to get the words out. I rarely can find the right words anyway.
Constantly worried..
yes.
-Khai
When you find the words, love, I'm here to listen. And, everything I said, I meant. We'll get through this together, one step at a time. I promise. It'll be okay, and it'll work out the way it's meant too.
ReplyDeleteI love you
&; Kash
when you have the words I'm here as well*hugs*
ReplyDeleteHi there and thanks for the post :O)
ReplyDeleteI won't give up...
Take care! The vagabond
Hi there!
ReplyDeleteAnd thanks for the post :O)
Take care! The Vagabond