Is apparently where I'll fall. Let's just hope not. Because I don't want to be stuck here forever. I'm trying.. but there is only so much I can do. This is really retarded I am having to depend so much on Ann. She says she cares, but its so hard to believe her anymore. Really hard to believe her.
Kris said she would help pay for half a plane ticket.. and I can't even get a damn ticket til I talk to Ann. It's been two fucking days, where the hell is she? I want to be in GA by the 31st so I can spend New Years Eve with Kash. Damn it, why does the world hate us so much that it is literally breaking every fucking bridge we build.
It's not fair. I want to say fuck it. But I wont. I can't. Too much is at stake. Doesn't Ann see this? She says she does, but again.. I just can't believe her anymore. Blah.
-Khai
I know baby, just a little longer. All I can say is FYA. Really. I demand whatever is keeping us in this rut to die the fuck away because honestly its getting old. The end. I love you. <3 we'll get through this. and damnit if i have to WALK to you for that midnight kiss I will. I will not be alone for this 31st.
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ReplyDeleteKai I want to help you out, I want to pay you back for all those times you set back and listened to me whine and cry about how depressing my life is, when in reality its not. I want to pay you back for making me realize the bigger truth to this world. Help me all the time, its time for me to help you. The day before Christmas I get paid, and I wanna send you 50 Dollars. Think of it as a Pay back, or a Christmas Gift. My way of showing you I care about you, and I want you and kash to be happy!
<3
Joshy!