In response to Rain's comment about my girls..

Why can't I get legal help, when it comes to getting my daughters back?

1. They aren't mine biologically. That's the biggest one. I was only there from the time they were both toddlerish ages. I came into their life when the youngest was three, and the eldest just barely four.

2. They are in a country right now where our laws, and people here can't really do much about the goings on there. Think of the movie 'Not Without My Daughter'.

Put both of those two things together, and you get me, and my situation. I can't do a damn thing about it, from either stand point. I would give anything to be able to have them in my life. But I just have to face the fact that there is nothing I can do, and pray that they know I love them with everything I am, and would do anything for them. I would kill protecting them. They saved my life in so many ways, and I owe them much more than they owe me for having taken care of them those four years.

So yeah, it is what it is. And I have to live my life and move on from it. I hope one day they seek me out, but I doubt it. Their mom poisoned their mind when I left. Yet, she was the one cheating. Whatever. Karma's a bitch, and she's paying for it. Last I heard anyway, she was. I just pray I'll have children of my own some day.

-Khai