Long time coming..

Well, since I can't sleep due to constant coughing and choking on my own asthma phlegm I figured I would try to use this phone for some me time. Life, well.. its had its ups and downs. That is for sure. Health isn't that great but hey, I could be dead. Twenty-six babies to love,  plus two teenagers. Oh and can't forget to mention the five liller babies and all those we have had and lost way before we were ready to. But hey, c'est la vie.

Kash and I are still together, and madly in love. Sure we argue but meh. Its all good. Right now we are actually trying to sleep. As you can tell, its not working so great for me. He on the other hand is snoring right next to me. Ha. We had a hard day grinding on LOTRO for TP. Managed to almost get 500 today. Need 1000 more. Wish us luck. Trying to earn Moria, RK and WD. Alright.. well off to try to sleep again.

Gluten Sucks, Just Sayin'

SO, I have a lot I could blog about. I know it's been forever since I've even tried. So many words, so many I can't even think of all them to actually write down. My brothers girlfriend had a baby. His, of course. Not happy about it, but whatever. I think it was completely irresponsible. But what do I know. I'm not a parent. By choice, more than anything. Despite I really want children. I just know that I wouldn't want to bring one in to this world knowing that I can't properly support it. Can't support myself.

From what my mother tells me, he is having serious problems with his liver. Well no shit Sherlock, stop drinking! Think he is? No. So not only did he bring a child in to this world, with a girl he isn't even sure he wants to spend his life with, but he's not taking care of his own damn self. Yet he wants to take care of an innocent baby? Whatever.

Nailah has been in heat.. for like 7 months now... she goes out of heat for a couple of days but then she is back in heat. Though we are beginning to wonder if its an actual heat, and not what we have termed "pseudo-heat". Since she has a hard time allowing herself to receive affection, we are wondering if she's not putting herself in this false heat so as to trick her mind in to allowing the affection that she needs, and wants from us. Nikhil is being his usual purr but. He isn't throwing up as much, but he does have his moments.

Maiko is still alive and kicking, but she is definitely an old woman. She hardly can move around but she does try. We take her out and put her in her own little cage every now and then so she can get a break from Ume, as she is still hyper as effing ever. Omg to the point where we are at wits end. She wont stop jumping, chewing, and annoying Sakura. Sakura finally gets so annoyed with her that she pins her down to get her to stop. It works. For like two seconds.

On to Gluten. SO, this sucks. But, going gluten free helped me tremendously. However it is so EXPENSIVE to do so. I've told Kash that I might have to just start eating Cereal all day (gluten free ones of course, like CHEX) just so I can feel better. I'd type more on the subject but I'm way too tired.Sigh.

Khai.