And more death...

Well, Shemeit is close to death. Having out lived her sisters by over a year, suprisingly she hasn't had any -known- health issues. She still has her sight, she still has her hearing, and no visible ailments or maladies. However, she seems to have suffered from a stroke very recently. Probably with in the last few hours. Now, she just keeps rolling around in circles, trying to get to the other side. If you hold her though, and pet at her just right, she seems to fall in to a trance and even sleep a little.

But, after a moment, she wakes back up and tries to roll over again, and again. So, she has three options for death now. Starvation. Dehydration. And another stroke/heart attack something or other that which did this to her in the first place. After Rasui died, I decided I didn't want any more pets..because it's just too difficult watching them die. And knowing you really can't do anything to help them. Yet, we went and got Tieri in hopes she would be a good companion for Shemeit.

But, Tieri is mean. We can't even hold her. That was a mistake. We had hoped that she would ease up, much like Shemeit, Rasui and Mnoti did. But, nope. She's still mean, and hates people. Been almost a year we had her, and no change, no progress. Just the same mean mouse. Wonderful. Probably wont even know she's dead until we start smelling her decaying body. That's how often we visit her any more. Take her cage down, give her food/water and then leave her alone.

I blame Petsmart. They -said- they hadn't had her alone in the cage for long, but her behavior proves otherwise. It's hard to socialize mice once they are alone for a certain time.

Hitome, has a large tumor/mass growing on her back end. It's giving her diarhea. Or more so, it's pushing her poop out before it has time to harden completely. Other wise she -seems- healthy. We are hoping whatever it is, isn't a tumor, and that it will eventually go away. But something tells me it wont. And it will eventually kill her. After Sakura had that absess (just one day after we noticed it, Hitome's whatever started growing) and we were treating it, so that it would pop, etc.. she's become very cuddly. Loves her 1v1 time with us. Once her absess ruptured and we cleaned it, and maintained it for the next few days while it healed, she hasn't had any other signs of problems.

Maiko had a bout of dehydration the other day. Worried us pretty bad. But we managed to re-hydrate her and she's doing pretty well. Ume, well... Ume is Ume. Nuts. Hyper. Crazy. But cute. We have the AC in the window now. Took a few days of cleaning it out, once we opened it up and took it apart. So no more having to give the rats cool baths daily to help.

Pa.. wow. Is Pa. Maybe I will make a blog later dedicated just to his asshole self, because I sure do not feel up to doing it right now. Let's just say, he is a liar, and a cheat. Who cares more for strangers, than his own flesh and blood.

Have to take Nailah in this coming week for her check up at the vet, and possibly get her shots finally. Nikhi needs to get in for his first visit.. or Nailah's treatment will have been for naught. Since he has what she has. I'm sick, and in need of Sudafed. My asthma is not controlled, still. Despite being on these medications. I think now that it has to do with the rats. But I can't be positive unless I spent at least 14 days with out having them in this room. No way to do that, because of well... Pa. Another reason why I just don't want any more pets.

Death for me, is as easy as life. Dying for me, is as hard as living.

Wish there was something I could do to just make it all go away for Shemeit, that didn't require me to physically kill her. I can't afford to take her to the vet to have her euthanized. Blah.

-Khai

Figured I might as well..

Since I have this program (Windows Live Writer) open, and its open to this here blog anyway.. that I’d write a little something something.

Kash and I have been playing some more of the Sims Stories games. We recently got the castaway version. Very different from the main games, and that is sometimes a good thing. MAJOR down fall though, is that you can not build/create new lots.

That in and of itself can cause problems. It basically means you can’t really have children, grandchildren, etc etc. Since you can’t have all these people living in your house at once, you’re only option is to let everyone die, and start over!

Now tell me how is that fun? Exactly, I don’t know either.

Went shopping today, as today is the magic number day O.o and got some food for the month. Our fridge is stocked over full.

Feeling really fat lately. And that’s not like me. But I can’t help it. I’ve gained like 15lbs since I first got sick. And, yeah that might not seem like much, but to me it is. Not because I’m all like, omg, I’m fat. But because, when you’re my size, and you gain 15lbs, you notice it. My pants don’t fit, hell my boxers don’t fit. I really don’t have the money either to buy me more.

And I really don’t have the strength, or the lung capacity to exercise like I need to. And I just had to edit out two extra “to’s” randomly in that sentence. Like, um, huh?

We got this thing called MiO and its SOOO good. You put just a drop in like 8oz of plain water, and it is amazing. I really like the Strawberry Watermelon kind. It makes drinking water, so much easier. And fun!

Other news, Kash and I decided to get the domain for our Wizard101 blog. I think it’s pretty neat. No idea if we’re going to try submitting the blog in to KI (KingIsle) or not. Kash wants to, of course, I want to. But do I think we’ll get elected and approved? I don’t know. It seems like the clique is already set, and anyone that isn’t part of that, is pretty much ignored.

Despite I hope that isn’t the case, it just sometimes feels like it. I mean, we post so much more original content, humor, and all around information. Where as the others? All they do is copy paste.

Boring.

Til later friends,
Khai.